girls crazy things..

crazzehh hereeee....










crazy things is part of young person..
live love and laugh!!!

date with nana..

went to soho...

having a great talk..
having great food..

And I'm glad i have you to share everything about me..
love you nana!!!



what i wear:
silver t-shirt by forever 21
unbranded Aladdin legging
KLe's black shoes
Charles & Keith chain bag
Rayban glasses

nana..



what we eat





delicious cocktail..
forgot the name..

wavey day

after doing a wave hair with my friends, irene..



we had so much fun always always and always..

relaxxing time..

doing a massage...
and meet up some my old friends..







what i wore:
unbranded tie dye dress..
garage store's open toe boots..
nefertiti necklace..


have a relax day!

les miserable moments..

it's a great experiences,,
i never thought that i can fall in love with theater so much like now,,
never realize it actually..
but now i can clearly state it to you that I LOVE THEATER..
and i love being part of Les miserable..
there's so much things that i can learn from this experiences..
full of conflicts, full of tears, full of dramas, and full of efforts..
but mostly, i love and so happy being part of the Les miserable production teams..



my great team..




lovely directors malinda, stage manager iradanti, other directors vicki and me..



my super handsome and adorable senior..
Taufan Purbo..




me and the flower that i got from someone..
love the flower so much...


the show has ended but our relationship never ended..
God loves us!!!

miss doing fame!!

i totally miss doing fame accessories..

i miss the togetherness..

i miss making the project..

do you miss fame too??

my next fave books..

picture from here..

i fall in love with this books.. "A million little pieces" ...
every quotes that is said in the books related to me..
so, I'm gonna buy this books..

i know this books from my friend , neyney..
and i feel glad cause she told me about this inspiring books..

here let me show you some quotes that i got from the web..

"When I see you, the World stops. It stops and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. There's nothing else. No noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. The World just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you."


"I close my eyes and I let my body shut itself down and I let my mind wander. It wanders to a familiar place. A place I don’t talk about or acknowledge exists. A place where there is only me. A place that I hate. I am alone. Alone here and alone in the world. Alone in my heart and alone in my mind. Alone everywhere, all the time, for as long as I can remember. Alone with my Family, alone with my friends, alone in a Room full of People. Alone when I wake, alone through each awful day, alone when I finally meet the blackness. I am alone in my horror. Alone in my horror. I don’t want to be alone. I have never wanted to be alone. I fucking hate it. I hate that I have no one to talk to, I hate that I have no one to call, I hate that I have no one to hold my hand, hug me, tell me everything is going to be all right. I hate that I have no one to share my hopes and dreams with, I hate that I no longer have any hopes or dreams, I hate that I have no one to tell me to hold on, that I can find them again. I hate that when I scream, and I scream bloody murder, that I am screaming into emptiness. I hate that there is no one to hear my scream and that there is no one to help me learn how to stop screaming. . . More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to be close to someone. More than anything, all I have ever wanted is to feel as if I wasn’t alone."


those are so me..


..i heart you..

never miss a thing..

what a lovely day..
8 AM to 4AM in the next day!! no rest..
busy but i love it..


say hello to my new rayban glasses..
my old one has broken already..sad!

what i wear:
stripe dress from flee market
unbranded jelly shoes
ribbon necklace by fame
unbranded bag

let's get started..

start day with traffic jam to theater exercise..



went out with the girls at zenbu..
-talking sharing laughing singing photo-ing eating skripsweet-

ces't moi..



the girls..irene and lusi..








LOL!!!

me and the girls..LOVE U ALL!!









what we eat..







day ended with good conversation..^^


..my another great Saturday night..

les miserable!!!

i love "Les miserable" songs..
so romantic and so powerful..
i love musical theater a lot..

now I'm having a project from my college
to make "Les miserable" theater to be shown as a theater production..

me totally so proud and happy be able to involved in this big project..

last time i had ever done a theater production named " The Three Musketeers"..
this experience made me fall in love in theater production
and make me want to give my best by learning from my old mistaken..

i also miss the conflict, the problems, the practices, the busyness
and this could be my last project for my college since now is my last semester..

hope you can enjoy my theater production called "Les miserable"..



for more info just contact me..

snow bay // hot bay

went to snowbay but the weather is too hot..
so i cancel my swimming and turn out i just taking pictures of my nephews..
but even though i just did that, i got sun burn..
jeeezz!!!














ohh,,how i love the sky..

have a great day^^

not as though as you think..

I smile but actually i feel sad inside..
I fight all problems but my heart is fragile..
I'm so busy but actually i just hide my loneliness..
I can do everything by myself cause actually i don't have someone to rely on..

Every superwomen often makes the outside look strong but actually inside her heart is fragile..
this is to protect herself not to get hurt and not to let others underestimate or feel pity on her..
but actually deep down in her heart, every superwomen need a hero to protect and loving her..

they just afraid to admit it..


pilot need co-pilot to drive the plane..
and so is in life..

we need someone to accompany us to live the life..
that's why people can't live by himself..
they need partner..


//by moi//


PS: mellowness come..

knowing better

staying ovenight at nana's house..

we're playing uno stacko..
we also doing the "kuliner".. eat satay and ice cream ragusa..
at night we're playing games that called truth and truth..





goodnight my good friends
zzzzzzzzzz

hello and goodbye daddy..

me and all of my brother went to the sea just to throw flower..
this kind of tradition is just to remember our lovely daddy..
he passed away about 4 years ago..








i miss you sooo much dad..