BHD Blast with family...

having great dinner with my family...

lovely...

at trattoria

at home

meet my rabbit fellas!!!

birthday blast!!!

today is my birthday!!!

and i celebrate it with my besties...jojoba!!!

they give me a sweet sweet surprises that i never expected before..

i feel being touch by them..

thank's so much my lovely friends..

so here's the surprise..

thanks so much guys...

LOVE U MUCH!!

reunited..

it's been a long time that we haven't met..

i miss my jojoba and now we're back although not all the member is present but i just love being around them..

we're going to Cia's Wedding...

she's one of my friend's cousin that we also recognize..

so they invited us...

"HAVE A WONDERFUL JOURNEY IN YOUR WEDDING LIFE, CIA"

but FYI, we were late..

so when we arrived there the party has over...

*so usual thing we did..

ONROP!!!!

ONROP is one of the theater musical that held in jakarta...

this musical has been very popular among all people; kids, teen, youth, and even old people..

this musical is about love..but the unique things about this story because they had bring the hot issue that has happen in Indonesia nowadays...

like the criminal Gayus Tambunan and also Barrack Obama..

this typical of theater is really brave to show how they feel about government and lifestyle nowadays..

i love ONROP so much...

because it's full of entertaining and also reality that make us see how Indonesia look like in the next 2020!!!

I watched ONROP with nana and also meet some friends in the theater..

love today!!!

what i wear:

- cotton on sailor body con -

-G2000 blue boyfriend shirt -

- topshop white plaid shoes -

- forever 21 long love necklace -

-unbranded bag -

a letter for them...

i used to have my best best friends..

the one that i thought that they are my true soul mate friendship ever..

sometimes i always think that i don't need one man to stand by my side cause i have them all..

they gave me love and warmth that is not easy to get it..

i always thought that they are my family and my home to share everything with..

but it turn out, it is not like i wanted it to be..

job, business, limited of time, no contact makes me think that we're far now..

i feel we're not closed like we used to be..

sometimes, it's so hard to meet with them..

i missed them so bad actually and i loved them so much..

but life is not easy like what i think..

they have their own business that i have to understand it..

and in the end, i just feel alone..

I've just realized that we live alone in this big big world..

i used to think that I'm not alone because i always have them that be there for me 24/7 but now it's so hard to meet them..

and it makes my feelings for them are just lost.. i just feel flat..

the sad part is now I'm thinking that maybe the person who will be your closed friend is boyfriend..

i hate to admit it actually because i always think my life is just perfect cause i have them..

but now, everything has change..

the more adult a person is, the more understanding person must have..that's what people keep telling me..

but the question is if we keep understand the situation, in the end i just keep lost the moment..

i really want everything back as it was to be..

we can just chat and laugh all the way without thinking of anything..

i really love them so much..really...

i always think that i never be alone cause i have them but now i feel like I'm walking by my self in this big big world..it's so hard and not fun anymore..

i missed them and i missed having a great laugh with them...

another BHD!!!

i called this november is "november fat"

because there still be a lot of birthday are awaiting on this months..

5 birthday in one month...

hmm,,that's fat!!

and today is my sister in law birthday..

have a great day people!!!

adios..

mom BHD!!!

see me and family..

let's go go..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOM!!!

I REALLY DO LOVE YOU MUCH..

jelly lens..

what i wear:

- cotton on stripe black white shirt -

- unbranded harem pants -

- just wonderlust clogs and bag -

at NOON..

i went out with apli and ney..

what a nice day for spending time with them..

i love them so much...

even, we just meet for a while but our feelings

is more than just a while..

lots lots and lots thing that we share..

our worried about the future, ages and responsibilities..

photo produced by: jelly lens

HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT DAY!!!